frenchbb here !
today was my heaviest planify deadlifts session , after fifteen weeks of slowly preparing my body with regular increase on the deads , abs work , sldl , good morning , stretching .... everything to bring myself ready to do it safely !
450 on the bar , headphones on , no belt ( never use it ), straps tights
the bar raise easily , but , midway , i feel a pop on my armpit left lats insertion , where the triceps and the lats meet , as if a rubber band snapped !
i drop the bar , and now , i can barely raise my arm overhead , and , at the insertion , a small " hole " , as if a piece is missing !
a small tear i guess , but , no bruise for now !
i am frustated because i have done over 500 in the past , before being diagnosed hiv , and , it is the second time i hurt myself on this ex ( last time , same thing on the right hamstring , big bruise for 2 weeks )!
it is like the hiv meds made my tissues weaker , more prone to tear ! i had the same accident on a smith flat press too !
maybe that my power days are over !
fucking sickness wont bring me down !
today was my heaviest planify deadlifts session , after fifteen weeks of slowly preparing my body with regular increase on the deads , abs work , sldl , good morning , stretching .... everything to bring myself ready to do it safely !
450 on the bar , headphones on , no belt ( never use it ), straps tights
the bar raise easily , but , midway , i feel a pop on my armpit left lats insertion , where the triceps and the lats meet , as if a rubber band snapped !
i drop the bar , and now , i can barely raise my arm overhead , and , at the insertion , a small " hole " , as if a piece is missing !
a small tear i guess , but , no bruise for now !
i am frustated because i have done over 500 in the past , before being diagnosed hiv , and , it is the second time i hurt myself on this ex ( last time , same thing on the right hamstring , big bruise for 2 weeks )!
it is like the hiv meds made my tissues weaker , more prone to tear ! i had the same accident on a smith flat press too !
maybe that my power days are over !
fucking sickness wont bring me down !
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