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  • theartofwar
    Registered User
    • Feb 2010
    • 272
    #1

    Just hit 25

    got back from hooters w/my boy chica couldnt come but she got mebest gifts ever .

    First year in 7 that I have not been on drugs (specifically opiates , oc80s , roxi30s , dope , methadone ) - it's the most freeing experience of my life. Worth hundreds of dope sick days - kicking methadone took me 7 1/2 weeks with withdrawals worse than heroin, easily.

    Now im here enjoying ever breathe of air I have fellas - best of luck to you all - I'm still young yeah - but never take life for granted!
    Think For Yourself. Question Authority. Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening,terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities,the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.
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    • Dawgpound_Hank
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      Happy Birthday youngblood and good to see you kicked the dog days!

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        • theartofwar
          Registered User
          • Feb 2010
          • 272
          #3
          these damn dog days and 25 page research psych papers will be gladly kicked also brother !! Haha , nah for real I am very lucky - I've managed to OD .. ugh more times I'd prefer mentioned, flatlining didn't stop me - I manned up, got a specialist for PTSD - and frankly I chose that I was not going to let my life run me, it was time to man up.

          Never been happier- no matter how hard things can get I will never back down and become a slave to fucking anything. I am very proud of where I am, and I am not one to say that - it just feels damn good to know where I have been and now how the hell I am here... well it's choices - we all have them - everyday you chose to do right or wrong - everyday man I'm fucking goin nuts sometimes, that's why I spend time w/my NA sponsor (honestly not my thing, but it's a safety net).

          No1 said it was gonna be easy - but I'm glad it wasn't , fuck it I love knowing I made it thru the shit that dropped off as a kid, and continued to manifest around my disease as I grew older. Ready for whatever man, well not deca dick, but yea, bring that other shit on !!! :P
          Think For Yourself. Question Authority. Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening,terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities,the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.

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