As the beloved tren leaves my body, I got a taste of real strength increases over the last few weeks. Bench went from 335 to 375, and then I hit 515 for a double rev bands (515 on the bar, bands take it off to 415 in the hole). That was heavy and made me feel like god (note lower case "g").
I hurt my back deadlifting 4 weeks ago and this is a re-occuring injury over the years. I get healed up, slide weight over 400, and it happens again. Its like a crack blast to me and I cant stop doing it. I tell my self I am through with deads forever, then the relapse. For the last month, I have had trouble sitting driving, and mornings getting out of bed. Last week I explained to someone that this was it, I see my problem and I am gonna not do it anymore. Yesterday morning I gave a man the same speal.
So last night my friend was on the platform warming up and got out the bands. I thought I would lossen up. It felt good. Loud demon metal shook the place. I have been having a rough time with shit lately. So my new drug...I stayed with him adding plates; the crack had entered my system. Next thing I know I did equivalent of 615 with bands at the top of the pull, more than ever attempted. I made a vid and wish I knew how to post it. Not bad for a long, lanky, scrawny bitch like me.
Today I am hobbling around, happily hungover from the DL crack. I may need a treatment center. I know of a certain girl i'd like to push my wheelchair around forever.
I hurt my back deadlifting 4 weeks ago and this is a re-occuring injury over the years. I get healed up, slide weight over 400, and it happens again. Its like a crack blast to me and I cant stop doing it. I tell my self I am through with deads forever, then the relapse. For the last month, I have had trouble sitting driving, and mornings getting out of bed. Last week I explained to someone that this was it, I see my problem and I am gonna not do it anymore. Yesterday morning I gave a man the same speal.
So last night my friend was on the platform warming up and got out the bands. I thought I would lossen up. It felt good. Loud demon metal shook the place. I have been having a rough time with shit lately. So my new drug...I stayed with him adding plates; the crack had entered my system. Next thing I know I did equivalent of 615 with bands at the top of the pull, more than ever attempted. I made a vid and wish I knew how to post it. Not bad for a long, lanky, scrawny bitch like me.
Today I am hobbling around, happily hungover from the DL crack. I may need a treatment center. I know of a certain girl i'd like to push my wheelchair around forever.
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