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Darkness

Darkness

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There's no drama in my life. I like it but its really bland.

Willi called and he hung up when he had heard enough.

Raining outside yet? Too lazo to look,

I should mow.

Test E at 500 feels like a mig of bannana peel.

I said I'd never do tren again but you knew I was lying before I did. Yes give me a couple weeks.

I can only eat so much.

Ozzy thinks I am freaking out off the deep end.

My excitement today will be smuggling a gallon of ice cream into a hospital to see my friend and watching the OSU football game with him. AT 8PM its on...

Did legs with the big dogs yesterday, Feel like I might turn 90 next week ]. Hams right now have flexilibility of 2x4s

Rode boat today and docked it just before rain.

Going back to my second home in TN Monday for another 6 months of whatever it is I do down there. We got big problems this time.

Someone entertain me. Say something funny.
 
I hope the 54 congressional members of the Tea Party contract a group hug induced acute flatulence stuck in a closet too small for a small family of otters with the emergency sprinkler system activated and the air conditioning erroneously set to 22 degrees F after the government contracted facilities management personnel were let go without pay on furlough.
 
That makes sense.

I just ate a cheeseburger with potato chips.

The damn sun came out and I will feel bad if I dont mow.

I saw a pic of ozzy's toes the other day and it ruined forever the foot fetish I have. He has really really bad feet.

I saw a towel pic of BT the other day and he looked like is ready for a Conan movie.
 
i should send you a picture of my maid standing on a very feeble chair.
 
Darkness said:
That makes sense.

I just ate a cheeseburger with potato chips.

The damn sun came out and I will feel bad if I dont mow.

I saw a pic of ozzy's toes the other day and it ruined forever the foot fetish I have. He has really really bad feet.

I saw a towel pic of BT the other day and he looked like is ready for a Conan movie.
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Focker my feet aren't that bad are they? I just had that ingrown toe nail fixed. All you gotta do is ask for a picture of my cock an you know I'll send it. And that game is gonna be a good one! Buckeyes v wildcats gotta say it will be good northwestern hasn't had a team this good in years
 
Is my cock big enough is my brain small enough for you to make me a star
 
I knew if I started a thread on Darkness there would be cock talk in less than 7 posts.
 
Hmm

Hmm

ozzy69 said:
Focker my feet aren't that bad are they? I just had that ingrown toe nail fixed. All you gotta do is ask for a picture of my cock an you know I'll send it. And that game is gonna be a good one! Buckeyes v wildcats gotta say it will be good northwestern hasn't had a team this good in years
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Why does he get all the good pics?????
 
It will be ok bro. Im having a back to Tren party in two weeks and I just mailed your invite!
So, you are trying Willi's no drama existence lately? Not so great is it?
 
I made it ,,Here I am ....My life is just as Blah,bland and non exciting as Darkness original post.
Thank willi for forgetting to send me a "back to Tren" party invitation , Geesh ..I thought ranked higher than that...lol
I have lots of issues right now in my head im trying to resolve, but yes my body in a towel all sweaty looks like a conan...but even at that I am still a tiny turd
 
millenium girl said:
C'mon hoodie guy, you seem depressed :scratchhe
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I'm not depressed. Rather, I just feel like a human being for the last couple weeks, which is very odd feeling for me. I gotta figure a way out of this...

BTW, as bad as this thread is, it turned out much better than I thought.

Laying in TN in bed, 1130PM looking at old drawings and proposals so I can inspect what blew up last week. Ahh the life of the darkness dude. What a crazy tough guy I am...

You guys ever drive for 6 hours and think think think the whole time and by the time you are 5 hours into it you cant decide whether to jump off a bridge or take over a small country? I should not be allowed to think alone.

A ate dinner tonight with some guys I havent seen in years. It was fun and I didnt think for 2 hours.

I wonder if that strip club down the street has as nasty as dirty butts as I am guessing they do. I think so for sure.

I wonder if a cycle of halo would improve my personality?

I wonder if I will ever find woman who loves me to spend just one day with? I doubt it since I am married.

I hope you all have a great night...
 
D remember our friend Alltheway? She had a very insightful post the other day elsewhere. It's not an original thought but a wise one and probably shows why the woman fascinated me for a while. Plus she has sky blue eyes and can deadlift 4 bills.

I will paraphrase, rather, I will send you the gist. People wander around life yapping that they just want to be happy. Happy about what/ Happiness comes in short bursts, fleeting moments created by self deception, delusion, and building a wall around the bullshit that is our everyday world long enough to enjoy a moment.

Happiness is not steady state. It comes from accomplishment and hard work be it in family, work, or getting something done that especially means something to you. Sometimes it is a memory of something in the recent past that makes you smile like the family picnic gathering where 4 generations ate the same damn potato salad that aunt Erma made that sucks so bad but nobody ever tells her. At that moment the picnic seems tedious and trite but on reflection you see the range and depth of your family, the common traits, some of them actually good ones, and it brings a smile. Happiness is properly replacing the springs on your garage door without losing a finger. A painful struggle but on reflection, again, a smile comes to your face. Happiness is watching your son receive his diploma summa cum laude knowing all the nights he busted his ass to get it. Happiness is pulling 7 bills and waking the next day without a tremendous pain in the back.

Don't expect to be happy all the time. Expect to suffer at some level most of the time.. suffering fools that are unavoidable, tackling a nearly impossible task, sitting in Atlanta traffic, standing next to a smelly, snearing Frenchman on the Italian Metro. Expect to be happy 1% of the time and expect to remember that 1% like it was 30% because that's how the human mind works. That differential, 1 to 30% makes us despair or work harder, one or the other. We want that imagined 30%. The human minds makes all sorts of constructs to guide us to the endless struggle to ever lasting happiness. Let your mind take you there. Let it construct the reality it needs to keep you going forward. Just remember when you feel overwhelmed and life seems hopeless, 1% is the true reality. When it pops up enjoy it. Remember it. Then carry on to the next moment. Emotions can be your friend or your enemy. Ruled by them and we are doomed. Moderated by reason and responsibility and we are their master.
 
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Halo? Are you oh of your fucking mind!!




If you order some get enough for me too LOL
 
Thats a nice post G. Yes I remember ATW. She indeed has all that business which makes a strong woman beautiful.

I worked 15 hours today. I walked out of the plant and reminded myself to look up when I walk. I should.

I am about to say goodbye to this place I think. Unless my boss thinks I should stay until it is fixed.

I am gonna do rack pulls until I vomit tomorrow at 5PM. Then go back to work. Or not.

Has anyone seen BT's most recent towel pics? He's a real heartbreaker.
 
Invite

Invite

BikerTrash said:
I made it ,,Here I am ....My life is just as Blah,bland and non exciting as Darkness original post.
Thank willi for forgetting to send me a "back to Tren" party invitation , Geesh ..I thought ranked higher than that...lol
I have lots of issues right now in my head im trying to resolve, but yes my body in a towel all sweaty looks like a conan...but even at that I am still a tiny turd
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Sorry bro. I'm just in my non communicative post tren mood. You can co-host the party with me.
Your pics are incredible. You are huge not tiny!
 
So I am on furlough which is pretty much an oxymoron in my case. I have been declared essential because of the job I do but have been forbidden to do what I am here in Rome to do. So essentially I am being given essential work to do from here but have been informed to stay put since we have an agreement with the university here. So I can't let this work here perrish due to retarded politics in DC 4500 miles away. As result I am working 10-16 hours a day doing both jobs. I have no paycheck coming in back home so I am eating PBJ in Italy.. make sense? No it does not. Anyways.. all this shitstorm BS will blow over and everything that needs to get done will get done. This is just another gaggle of fucktards in my way. At least I have biscotti and espresso.

But onto more important things. I've been back on TRT for about 6 weeks come Friday. I started out at 375 mg/w the first week and then to 300 the next two weeks and since I have been on 180 to 200 mg/w. 180 mg/w puts me at 1200 ng/dL which is the top of normal range. When I switched off the UGL (really good UGL) Test C and onto the scripted compounded Test C I started getting the sweats for 2 days after an injection of just 200 mg. I think the UGL stuff was better LOL WTF?? So i switched to 60 mg M W F and that seems to have evened things out. This is just retarded. I'm thinking this is part of a scam this HRT clinic pulls to sell the more expensive test.. Test E and a TestC/E/P blend at up to 2x the cost. Wouldn't that be nuts if the clinic put tren ace in the test C to make it feel a little shitty? Or maybe dirty up the solvent with a little too much ethyl olyate? Dirty bitches. Maybe it's just me but at 200 mg/w and I get the sweats? Anyhowz It could be the AI I'm using which came direct from the compounding pharma as well. I feel like gobbling 5 of them so see if my joints dry out. They could be pressed chalk for all I know. I think I will be paying my GP a visit to get on a real script of Watson.

Anyhowz, I've got a few low intensity goodies for when I get back and a nice stash of aromasin which pretty much nullifies sides from test for me. So I'm thinking of adding a little primo when I get back for a couple months. So maybe 200 test and 300 primo to feel it out.I'm pretty much past the "I wanna be huge" ohase and right now I'm looking for a little anabolic to kick things up a little. I still like to hit the weights 4-5 days a week, roll once or 2x a week and do a little running and at 52 a little anabolic helps. So will probably be cycling an anabolic in and out a low end for a while. Thinking 8 week stints each or Anavar, Proviron (not an anabolic I know but mild and a hardener), Primobolan, and Masteron. I might postpone any anabolics antics until I switch to a local doc and get things sorted. Not really liking the clinic too much and it's all out of pocket.

drivel/
 
Woke up this morning with a solid erection , Had to rub it out .took many many pulls and tugs but it finally finsihed off and now im at work ....
Thats my mental Dribble for the day...Jus sayin
 
Entertaining as usual gentleman......

Q: If you know a little of everything and a lot of nothing, then is it safe to assume that the more you learn, the less you know?

A: The answer is YES, but it’s more of a paradox because of course you are learning more therefore not knowing less. It’s only the realization that there is more to know that previously fathomed.
 
BikerTrash said:
Woke up this morning with a solid erection , Had to rub it out .took many many pulls and tugs but it finally finsihed off and now im at work ....
Thats my mental Dribble for the day...Jus sayin
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:anana: + :yesway: = :freak:
 
Hi

Hi

BikerTrash said:
Woke up this morning with a solid erection , Had to rub it out .took many many pulls and tugs but it finally finsihed off and now im at work ....
Thats my mental Dribble for the day...Jus sayin
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Glad you shared that. Was worried all I would hear about today was those Congress people and the debt ceiling.
 
Woke up this morning and realized I was out of vagisil wipes......used kleenax and went to work to get a royal ass shafting yet agian .....Glad its friday .......Thats my mental dribble for the day
 
Now this thread has reached its intended purpose!!!

G read this whole thread and look at the quality of your problems compared to ours!

I was going to post about my feelings, but I forget what they are for sure.

I was going to post about the fucknuckle shit storm at work, but its not as exiting as G's problems.

I'll tell ya though.... I released enough methane gas on the way back from TN yesterday to fuel a small university steam plant. I had to stop along I75 once and get out of the car since all 4 windows down didnt get it out and my eyes were on fire. Apparently the fart gas is not ubiquitous when released into normal atmosphere gases and tends to sink down and lay on the floor boards of the car. Dangerous shit when you think about the explosions hazzards.
 
Darkness, sounds just as bad as letting them rip before the gym then getting back in your car after training and its still lingering. Nothing like finishing up a workout and then enjoying the smell of your own brew...again.
 
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