dalnkwnt
Vet
- Joined
- Oct 21, 2011
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- 298
Help!!! Im 44 in a few weeks and I just cant stop gaining weight. This is the longest i have been off T3 in a while but my appetite is just ridiculous! Im never full and I wake up in the morning starving for breakfast. Im 282 lbs right now and back in the gym on the regular, on a good cycle, taking HGH but Im getting fatter every day it seems. I have the motivation but I just cant stop eating. Im 3XXXL for all shirts, coats, hoodies etc...My waist line is about a 42" I been at this lifting thing and dieting thing for well over 25 years and now I feel like Ive just lost all my knowledge in the last year because I took some time off....too much time. My workouts suck and my lactic acid builds up so quick. I have tons of experience compared to all the younger people at the gym but Im almost embarrassed to be lifting next to them now. IDK wtf is wrong with me....this was hard opening up to everyone on here cause Im the typical alpha male but I need more motivation and help. I have high cholesterol and blood pressure all of a sudden. My heart beats rapid when I do basic shit...I dont wanna die because Im not healthy. Maybe my gear isnt real or isnt kicking in?? Idk Any advice.....oh btw I manage a gym and have 4 national certs for PT lol im just stuck and in a bad place lately.