Mrhtbd

Darkness

Darkness

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Is this you of what these days?:


No more love to purchase
I've invested in myself
You know nothing about me
Keep opinions to yourself
No more complications
Everything's just swell
No more obligations
There's nothing more to tell
Oo, oo, oo
I just want to be alone
When I get weak or I'm tired and afraid
When I sleep all my dreams turn out the same
When I bleed I relieve you of your pain
I can't believe you won't let me do the same
Oh
Please give me a reason
So I can shut you out
Though your heart is bleeding
You left me with no doubt
Give me segregation
Give me back my health
Take your observations
And turn them on yourself
Oo, oo, oo
I just want to be alone
When I get weak or I'm tired and afraid
When I sleep all my dreams turn out the same
When I bleed I relieve you of your pain
I can't?
 
Well, that cheered me right up.
Truthfully I feel much better when I make other people bleed.
 
I l8ke mrhtbd. The dude is on a whole different level than 99% of the rest of the population. I appreciate that as another 1%er.
 
Juxtaposed at the bar again
Real people cracking my egg
Just Overheard by the Angels...
"Best shape was without the juice"
Ha ha haaaaaaaaa, yeah, running...
Running with the horses, onward...
Pumpkins sitting doorside on the porch
With Jack-O-Lantern Dreams...
Riding the evening wasting tide,
Anything to avoid going "home" to death and
Hacking 5x hour with lungs bleeding out
From sewer gasses pushing in my face
Am I the pull-chord of the tank?
To flush the bullshit out? We'll see...
But in the meantime, "But you rescue me,
you bring me back,
you're a sweet strawberry wine... honey I stay strong... on your love... all the time...
There ain't no thing, like your love...
Honey I stay strong, on your love, all the time...
Tennessee Whiskey... Strawberry wine...
 
Bled Zepplin n tuff luckies look
Ain't selling shoos for sundault
Guitar riff carrying bass between
There's some pipes somewhere
Hitting C-notes to sideways thrill
Oh auger she writes deep phrenomes
Insides real yet scream for open seams
Passing traumel then to rubble; Jimmy Page...
 
Here I sit all broken hearted,
Tried to shit but only farted
 
I go to the bar to put off returning to my apartment where I have continual hacking fits from the ceiling mold and poisoning sewer gas (hydrogen sulfide, methane and ammonia). Finally got off my ass today and called the Health Department. They will send someone out for the mold. Tomorrow I have an appointment with the Codes Inspector about the lack of sewage vents. F the landlord. Either way I'll be out next month. You guys helped me get out of my shell. I might even start a new job next week. Interviewed well both times and have my DOT check-up/screening on Thursday. Things are popping! Nope to dope, my system is clean! Just imagination...
 
Things are looking up. The Code Inspector called the Land (Slum)lord today after our meeting. Then my cutie 11 year old daughter called me after swimming practice that she had no dinner. Great timing because I just took dinner off the stove, so I packed some up and took it to Mom's (used to be my) house with a pack of fresh blueberries. She was very happy and hungry. The ex doesn't complain about me stopping by because the kids love me, I never complain or whine about anything and have always been very generous. Her parents still like me and I'm even nice to her boyfriend and insist the girls are too. It adds up. I insist on being "value added!" Anyway the best part was spending an hour helping my daughter add, subtract, and convert fractions using multiplication and division to figure their decimal equivalents. Plus my daughter is an avid reader and loves to tell me stories (chip off the old block)! What a sweetheart, so yes, I am in a very good mood. Moving in the right direction.
 
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