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- Apr 23, 2015
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It dawned on me, I had stopped existing, there was no substance because of over-rides, cost overruns and adjustments for domestic product. The sky was the limit. The intent was that I would be the epitamy of modern warfare; sharp, advanced, computerized in assimilation and accessorized for totality and destruction, but problematic happened... The human element is unpredictable, yet the computer models refused to interfuze, insisting on totalitarianistic assumption of being, confusing pilot experience and capability, basically running contrary to instinct, leading to upgrades, over-rides and further dissolution of effectiveness. On top of it all, my $400,000 space x helmut got confused. Two pilots could three-dimensionally communicate with me in the 6-camera projection of time and space, but four pilots interfered with projection, intent, and direction. I was working against myself! No longer could I rely on my ""six cameras" and effectively pull the trigger at a whim, my finger was tied to computerized assumption based on projection, assumption and computerized hyperbole, thereby frozen. Years of education, assimilation and training resulting in a stalemate. The effortlessness of combat readiness within the realm of the "Green Glow" of my helmet became confused with increasing input until finally, I realized it was futile to go on. It became obvious, I was an F-35, and as such, the closer I got to the "Engineer's Dream," the further I got away from myself. Cost-overruns because of nefarious ideals distant and unachievable, and even if they weren't, after spinning off so far from my center, would being "on" ever matter at all? No, I had to pull the plug, or lose what little was left of my potential for being. So that's where I've been; sold the truck, bought a sports car, and ordered four new tires. The road has called and I have beckoned!